Obligation vs Necessity

I have a habit of having my dinner before 6 pm, although actually I’m not yet hungry. Because I was not feeling well this afternoon, I went to bed to take a siesta after firstly having my lunch at 12.30.

Whilst I was sleeping, my phone cell sounded, prompting there was an incoming message. After replying to the text, under a drowsy condition (between sleeping and feeling awake), I looked at my watch. It showed 4.30 pm, and so I rushed to have my dinner.

Having finished my dinner, and after being completely sober, I looked at my watch once again. How surprised I was to learn that it was still 1.30 pm. Yet, it’s too late to realize as I had my dinner already, LoL. Great, it means that I shouldn't have my dinner again tonight. It’s the consequence of perceiving 'having meal' as an obligation in lieu of a necessity.

Aq punya kebiasaan makan malam sebelum jam 6 sore, meski kdg belum lapar. Krn hr ini agk tdk enak badan, habis makan jam 12.30 aq langsung tidur siang. Lagi asik2nya tidur, sms bunyi. Sesudah membalas sms, antara sadar dan tdk, aq lihat jam sudah menunjukkan jam 16.30, maka aq bergegas makan mlm. Selesai makan dan setelah betul2 sadar, aq melihat jam lagi, yah ternyata baru jam 13.30. Terlanjur, aq udah makan malam, he..he..he... Baguslah berarti nanti malam aq tdk harus makan lagi. Beginilah kalo makan hanya jadi kewajiban, bukan kebutuhan.